Hey all. We all lost love at some point. How do you know that it is love you are loosing? It still hurts every day after 1 year has passed. We wish we could turn off the noise in our hearts but the screams for answers do not end. Was it real? Yes. Because pain says so. The more it hurts the more it meant to you, the realer it was. And then, you loose yourself same way as you lost yourself by falling in love. It says “FALLING” for a reason. Falling apart is a part of falling in love. I guess.
choosing meaning
Trying to give things meaning seems so easy and clear once we are over someone. But the ones who loved are the only ones truly understanding the concept of the “here and now is everything there is”. Truly understanding that there is never a past nor a future there is only now. There is only this breath. This breath. This breath. The passing of time is an illusion. Love connects us to the truth, to source, to what we really are.
How can we know that true love will ever find our hearts again, how can there be anyone to put in place of this one person? Isn’t that impossible? Why did we start to hate on each other? What would life have looked like without all the hurt we encountered before we met and without all the healing that we still have to go through?
We give up at some point because handling the hurt is impacting our health.. we are at 0 and can not trust ourselves and the other person anymore. Are they who they said hey are? Are they a narcissist? Are they sick? All those questions come into our head just to verify we made the correct decision in separating but IN THE END the truth is right in our hearts. The truth shows itself when we fall asleep and dream of the lost love we once had and could not hold.
